Crappy Feelings of the Slightly Impaired

Splendor in the Grass

Fri, 03 Jul 2009 04:08:49 GMT

Though nothing can bring back the hour of splendor in the grass, glory in the flower, we will grieve not; rather find strength in what remains behind.

Happiness is Two Kinds of Ice Cream

Mon, 11 May 2009 05:46:42 GMT

Unexpectedly finding inspiration around every corner and recording music :)

Oneitis Suck...

Sat, 04 Apr 2009 06:19:58 GMT

My severe case of oneitis is finally over!!! Yey, I'm free from bondage :)

Beep Beep And Beep Beep YEAH!

Thu, 26 Mar 2009 19:23:18 GMT

I passed my driving test!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Yippy!!!

Buddy Akai!

Mon, 23 Mar 2009 08:44:26 GMT

I forgot to post about the Buddy Akai concert! It was SO much fun! What made it better was that it was free :) I love dancing and the music was amazing!

Cardigan Weather

Fri, 20 Mar 2009 23:12:10 GMT

You wanted to play this game, I'll play it too. Come here baby I will show you what this girl can do.

I love that song :)

Eraser Anyone?

Tue, 17 Mar 2009 02:13:50 GMT

Why is there not an erase button for memories? At this very moment, I would totally pay millions for the "Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind" treatment...all I would do is delete...delete...delete...It would be amazing...

Love Love Love

Mon, 16 Mar 2009 07:31:44 GMT

Love seeks to please others at the expense of ourselves, while lust seeks pleasure at the expense of others…

Mediocre Mind

Mon, 16 Mar 2009 06:41:35 GMT

Mediocre Mind
Mindlessly blurting out thoughtless words
Sarcastically replied by quick retorts
That are too hard for his little mind to comprehend.

Mediocre Mind
Mindlessly blank
Unable to contemplate a comeback
With wide eyes open and in a deep stare
Never fully getting it.

CONTROL!!!

Wed, 11 Mar 2009 00:20:16 GMT

Must...learn...self...control...

"There's a lot of living to do in this world. And if you're worthwhile, you get hurt."~Kitty Foyle

Things I Talk About When I'm Talking About Love

Mon, 02 Mar 2009 08:51:39 GMT

I miss having someone to talk to all the time about everything and anything, who knows me inside and out, and to make me feel better when I'm sad. Love definitely is like a drug. You have to have it all the time and when it's gone you go through withdrawals. I'm definitely going through some serious withdrawals because it's so hard to let go when there is always something there to remind me about him. I turn on the radio and every song that we ever talked about/listened to together comes on like "If I Fell", "Be My Baby", "Build Me Up Buttercup", "Are You Gonna Be My Girl", and even a song that NEVER gets played on the radio called "Kodachrome" somehow finds it's way onto the radio when I'm listening. When I go to school, I get depressed walking around because I met up with him at almost every location on my campus and I can pretty much recall a memory at each and every one of those places like playing people watching games by Storm Hall, spending our breaks together in the library, singing "Music When the Lights Go Out" together by the stairs at the music building, dancing together at the Racouteur concert at the open-air theatre, kissing outside of my ED451 class in the BA building and his class in Arts and Letters before saying "I love you" and our goodbyes every Tuesday and Thursday last semester,and walking together in the rain by the Physical Science building. Even when I go out to places like U31 or the Pink Elephant with my friends, it does not matter how much I try to have fun (and I usually am having lots of fun), I'm still sad because those are places that me and him talked about going together. It's depressing because I even scan these places I go hoping that maybe just maybe I'll bump into him and I get to see him one last time. It's so frustrating because I know he is most likely getting on with life and isn't even thinking about me epecially since he probably didn't even really care about me when we were actually together. I guess what gets me down the most is that I loved someone so much but they weren't able to love me (even though he said he did) back. I guess it's okay to be an emotional wreck these past couple of months because he was my first real love and it's just going to take some time for me to be my normal self again.

My Vehicular Love Child Baby!

Sun, 01 Mar 2009 10:10:57 GMT

I bought a car!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

The first song I heard driving the car home was "1979" by the Smashing Pumpkins and it put a giant smile on my face :)

I Laugh At The Face Of Valentine's Day...And Cry When Nobody's Looking...

Fri, 13 Feb 2009 23:20:56 GMT

Oh Saint Valentine!How you disappoint!!

Oh How I Love The Rain!

Sun, 08 Feb 2009 03:53:09 GMT

Is it weird that I want to slow dance in the rain?

Blah Blah I hate you!

Thu, 29 Jan 2009 22:33:06 GMT

"Are you gonna be my girl"
11:11
Ugh I hate you!
and memories
and the radio...

I'll Make Love To You

Fri, 16 Jan 2009 02:48:33 GMT

I was listening to "I'll Make Love to You Boyz II Men and I just think it's hilarious that in the chorus after they sing "I'll make love to you", they say "when you want me to..." HAHAHA because there has to be a mutual agreement between two people or else one would be forcing their partner to sleep with them and that would be something called rape...which would be highly inappropriate to sing about...

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Sat, 08 Dec 2007 02:15:39 GMT

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Memories

Wed, 14 Nov 2007 05:18:20 GMT

So I was cleaning my room and I found a whole bunch of old tapes with stuff my sister and I taped a long time ago off the radio. Wow, there are seriously so many memories on the tapes! It's crazy because I remember when I was a kid, my sister and I wanted to be famous singers and I found a tape of us doing karaoke together. It's funny to listen to because we sounded like horrible chipmunks trying to sing Mariah Carey songs. There's also lots of old R&B songs by Tevin Campbell, Boyz II Men, Shai, Soul 4 Real, Brandy, Tracie Spencer and Jodeci that was so of it's time. I think I'm going to go download all those songs so I can sit back and reminisce while procrastinating from writing a paper that's due tomorrow.

Something Else That's Really Stupid

Thu, 11 Oct 2007 01:40:04 GMT

"Genre: From the French word...Jean...and the Egyptian word Ra..."HAHAHAHA

This is Going in the Book I'm Going to Write :)

Thu, 11 Oct 2007 01:38:05 GMT

Blondes like playing X-box because it's in their genes. It's a known fact that the pigment in their hair and skin makes them perfect specimens for in-door gaming. Too much outside play would ruin their fair and delicate skin...

.........

Sun, 19 Aug 2007 02:58:26 GMT

Sometimes I wish I could just go to sleep and never wake up.

Christina Ricci?

Sun, 05 Aug 2007 00:36:56 GMT

In 2 weeks I've been told told by 3 different people that I look like Christina Ricci...just thought that was weird...

Permit Test!

Sat, 14 Apr 2007 00:13:44 GMT

I passed my permit test! Hooray!!! HAHA Too bad I didn't get my license like 3 years ago when I was supposed to I wouldn't have had to take this stupid test again because that test keeps getting harder and harder! I seriously didn't think I was going to pass so I'm really happy I did :) Now I need get some behind the wheel lessons so I don't have to rely on people for rides anymore. Yippy-Do-Dah-Day to me! Whoopie!

Updating And My Sister's Wedding

Fri, 19 Jan 2007 05:49:11 GMT

I want to start writing in this again. I feel bad because I haven't updated so there's this whole period of my life that I didn't get to record. A lot of stuff has happened but I don't know if they are worth writing about. I guess the most important thing that happened was that my sister got married and my friend Danielle who I haven't seen in 6 years came down for the wedding. The wedding was fun even though it started out as being stressful. The night before the wedding, pretty much everyone was exhausted and justed wanted the whole thing to be over with because it just seemed like everything back that could happen did like the photographer cancelling, my sister forgetting the flowers at the flower shop, everything having to be done last minute and Ronnie being stranded in Missouri. On the wedding day, everyone's stress levels went down and everything turned out great. The reception was the best part of the night and my friends and I danced the night away.

Everyone Just Remember That...

Sun, 03 Dec 2006 06:22:04 GMT

Spiced+Cider=Spider