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Splendor in the Grass [Jul. 2nd, 2009|09:07 pm]
[music |I'll Be There~Mariah Carey]

Though nothing can bring back the hour of splendor in the grass, glory in the flower, we will grieve not; rather find strength in what remains behind.
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Happiness is Two Kinds of Ice Cream [May. 10th, 2009|10:40 pm]
[mood | happy]
[music |These Arms of Mine~Otis Redding]

Unexpectedly finding inspiration around every corner and recording music :)
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I wish I was the girl with kaleidoscope eyes [Apr. 4th, 2009|06:41 am]
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Oneitis Suck... [Apr. 3rd, 2009|11:15 pm]
[Current Location |my livingroom]
[mood | chipper]
[music |Around the Block~Company of Thieves]

My severe case of oneitis is finally over!!! Yey, I'm free from bondage :)
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Beep Beep And Beep Beep YEAH! [Mar. 26th, 2009|12:23 pm]
[mood | excited]
[music |Sex On Fire~Kings of Leon]

I passed my driving test!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Yippy!!!
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Buddy Akai! [Mar. 23rd, 2009|01:37 am]
[mood | awake]
[music |Sweet Thang~ Mary J. Blige]

I forgot to post about the Buddy Akai concert! It was SO much fun! What made it better was that it was free :) I love dancing and the music was amazing!
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Cardigan Weather [Mar. 20th, 2009|04:08 pm]
[mood | crazy]
[music |Cardigan Weather~Meg and Dia]

You wanted to play this game, I'll play it too. Come here baby I will show you what this girl can do.

I love that song :)
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Eraser Anyone? [Mar. 16th, 2009|07:10 pm]
[mood | annoyed]
[music |True Love Way~Kings of Leon]

Why is there not an erase button for memories? At this very moment, I would totally pay millions for the "Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind" treatment...all I would do is delete...delete...delete...It would be amazing...
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Love Love Love [Mar. 16th, 2009|12:30 am]
[mood | sleepy]
[music |Girl~The Beatles]

Love seeks to please others at the expense of ourselves, while lust seeks pleasure at the expense of others…
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Mediocre Mind [Mar. 15th, 2009|11:33 pm]
[mood | tired]
[music |Poison~Bel Biv Devo]

Mediocre Mind
Mindlessly blurting out thoughtless words
Sarcastically replied by quick retorts
That are too hard for his little mind to comprehend.

Mediocre Mind
Mindlessly blank
Unable to contemplate a comeback
With wide eyes open and in a deep stare
Never fully getting it.
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CONTROL!!! [Mar. 10th, 2009|05:14 pm]
[mood | restless]
[music |"I Will"~The Beatles]

Must...learn...self...control...

"There's a lot of living to do in this world. And if you're worthwhile, you get hurt."~Kitty Foyle
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Things I Talk About When I'm Talking About Love [Mar. 1st, 2009|11:13 pm]
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[mood | lonely]
[music |In My Life~ The Beatles]

I miss having someone to talk to all the time about everything and anything, who knows me inside and out, and to make me feel better when I'm sad. Love definitely is like a drug. You have to have it all the time and when it's gone you go through withdrawals. I'm definitely going through some serious withdrawals because it's so hard to let go when there is always something there to remind me about him. I turn on the radio and every song that we ever talked about/listened to together comes on like "If I Fell", "Be My Baby", "Build Me Up Buttercup", "Are You Gonna Be My Girl", and even a song that NEVER gets played on the radio called "Kodachrome" somehow finds it's way onto the radio when I'm listening. When I go to school, I get depressed walking around because I met up with him at almost every location on my campus and I can pretty much recall a memory at each and every one of those places like playing people watching games by Storm Hall, spending our breaks together in the library, singing "Music When the Lights Go Out" together by the stairs at the music building, dancing together at the Racouteur concert at the open-air theatre, kissing outside of my ED451 class in the BA building and his class in Arts and Letters before saying "I love you" and our goodbyes every Tuesday and Thursday last semester,and walking together in the rain by the Physical Science building. Even when I go out to places like U31 or the Pink Elephant with my friends, it does not matter how much I try to have fun (and I usually am having lots of fun), I'm still sad because those are places that me and him talked about going together. It's depressing because I even scan these places I go hoping that maybe just maybe I'll bump into him and I get to see him one last time. It's so frustrating because I know he is most likely getting on with life and isn't even thinking about me epecially since he probably didn't even really care about me when we were actually together. I guess what gets me down the most is that I loved someone so much but they weren't able to love me (even though he said he did) back. I guess it's okay to be an emotional wreck these past couple of months because he was my first real love and it's just going to take some time for me to be my normal self again.
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My Vehicular Love Child Baby! [Mar. 1st, 2009|02:05 am]
[mood | excited]
[music |Be The One~The Ting Tings]

I bought a car!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

The first song I heard driving the car home was "1979" by the Smashing Pumpkins and it put a giant smile on my face :)
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I Laugh At The Face Of Valentine's Day...And Cry When Nobody's Looking... [Feb. 13th, 2009|03:20 pm]
[mood | blah]
[music |One Sweet Love~Sara Bareilles]

Oh Saint Valentine!How you disappoint!!
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Oh How I Love The Rain! [Feb. 7th, 2009|07:44 pm]
[mood |amorous]
[music |Blue Moon Revisited~Cowboy Junkies]

Is it weird that I want to slow dance in the rain?
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Blah Blah I hate you! [Jan. 29th, 2009|02:17 pm]
[mood | annoyed]
[music |My Moon My Man~Feist]

"Are you gonna be my girl"
11:11
Ugh I hate you!
and memories
and the radio...
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I'll Make Love To You [Jan. 15th, 2009|06:35 pm]
[mood | crazy]
[music |I'll Make Love To You~Boyz II Men]

I was listening to "I'll Make Love to You Boyz II Men and I just think it's hilarious that in the chorus after they sing "I'll make love to you", they say "when you want me to..." HAHAHA because there has to be a mutual agreement between two people or else one would be forcing their partner to sleep with them and that would be something called rape...which would be highly inappropriate to sing about...
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Jai Guru Deva OM [Dec. 26th, 2008|01:28 am]
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Zebra hawk [Aug. 30th, 2008|02:40 am]
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Clinique Happy Moments [Jan. 10th, 2008|10:35 pm]
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